A year since I left Gaza for survival and freedom, I am now, however, trying to survive a mental occupation and emotional death. Abubaker Abed in Dublin, Ireland. Lying with my shaking, fragile body on a dilapidated mattress under my favourite blue blanket in our house’s guest room, I video-called my friend Abdul-Ruhman Ismail to bid farewell and make some final memories before I set foot outside Gaza for the first time in my life. He was inconsolable. Behind his cheerful faç